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My Table
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Hip-Hop/Rap
My Table was released on November 7, 2025 by Lethality as a part of the album Delusions
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Release DateNovember 7, 2025
LabelLethality
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM64

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
LethalCulture
LethalCulture
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
LethalCulture
LethalCulture
Producer

Lyrics

Yeah…
It's funny how they all remember your name when it benefits 'em.
Where was that love when I was broken?
Where was that call when I was hopeless?
Heh… now they see the glow.
But you can't eat where you never prayed, you feel me?
I remember nights with no heat, stomach talkin' to me like, "feed me,"
Ain't nobody checkin' up, they just scrolled past when I said I was bleedin'.
Posted my pain online, they double-tapped, but never asked if I'm breathin',
Now I'm finally breathin' fine, they wanna act like they believed in me.
Had to sleep through the hunger, dream through the pain,
Walk through the rain just to wash off the shame,
Every "friend" had a reason, every "fam" had an excuse,
But not one hand reached out when I had nothin' to lose.
Now I'm stackin' blessings like plates,
And they tryna pull a chair to the space,
But I remember who starved me with grace,
Now they mad I ain't savin' a place.
You weren't at my table when I was starving,
You won't get a seat when I'm eating, no.
You left me for dead, now I'm heartless,
Don't try to show love when I'm needed, no.
You weren't in my prayers, you weren't in my pain,
Now you call my name when I'm finally gainin'.
You weren't at my table when I was starving,
So don't pull up now that I'm feasting.
Same ones that laughed when I said I'd make it,
Now sendin' "bro proud of you" faces.
But where was that love when the lights got cut?
When I cried in the dark and prayed I'd wake up?
You ain't believe in the grind, you ain't hear the songs,
Didn't see the pain I poured all along.
Now you wanna claim "we family strong"?
Nah — that bond been long gone.
I gave and gave till I had nothin' left,
Y'all watched me drown, didn't care I was stressed,
Now I'm floatin', I'm coastin', I'm blessed —
Don't call me family when I'm finally next.
And I found love in the ones I never met,
They hit my DMs sayin' "you saved me," and that's a debt I'll never forget.
They listen when the world turns cold,
They believed when nobody else showed.
So don't hit me with "blood is thicker than water,"
'Cause these "strangers" showed more love than my own father.
These fans became my family,
They healed parts of me you damaged casually.
Now when I'm on stage, I feel home —
That's the realest love I've ever known.
You weren't at my table when I was starving,
You won't get a seat when I'm eating, no.
You left me for dead, now I'm heartless,
Don't try to show love when I'm needed, no.
You weren't in my prayers, you weren't in my pain,
Now you call my name when I'm finally gainin'.
You weren't at my table when I was starving,
So don't pull up now that I'm feasting.
Don't tell me blood's thicker —
Blood left me cold,
Water carried me home.
These people you called "strangers"?
They kept me alive when you let me go.
Yeah,
I prayed for peace, but I learned my worth.
Not everyone deserves a seat.
Some people were lessons, not guests.
And that's real.
Written by: Lethal Culture
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