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Monsters
11
Hip-Hop/Rap
Monsters was released on November 7, 2025 by Lethality as a part of the album Delusions
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Release DateNovember 7, 2025
LabelLethality
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM90

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
LethalCulture
LethalCulture
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
LethalCulture
LethalCulture
Producer

Lyrics

(Yeah…)
I used to hide under the blanket, thinkin' I was safe,
Waitin' for the daylight just to feel okay.
But now I'm grown, and I still lose sleep,
Guess the monsters never left— they just moved in deep.
I used to keep the nightlight on, afraid of what I couldn't see,
Prayed to God that all the demons never came for me.
Now I stare at my reflection, don't know who I've become,
I traded nightmares for the thoughts I try to outrun.
Mom said, "It gets better when you grow up, son."
But I swear the fear just learned to hold a gun.
Now it shoots through my peace when I try to rest,
And the battlefield's my mind, it's a war in my chest.
I thought growing up meant being free,
But now I'm trapped inside of me.
No closet door to close this time,
Just voices whisperin' in my mind.
I couldn't wait to grow up, to chase away the dark,
But I never knew the monsters would live inside my heart.
Now I fight 'em every night, in the silence of my bed,
They ain't under it no more— they're the monsters in my head.
Bills stack like fears I never learned to pay,
Smiles fade fast, but the pain wanna stay.
They told me "be a man," so I buried how I felt,
Now the weight of my emotions is the hand I've been dealt.
Late nights got me talkin' to my past self,
Like, "Kid, don't rush— you'll trade peace for wealth."
You'll trade sleep for stress, joy for debt,
And learn the hardest demons live in regret.
Wish I could tell that little boy again,
That shadows grow taller when you lose your friends.
That the fear don't vanish— it just changes form,
Turns to memories you wish were never born.
I couldn't wait to grow up, to chase away the dark,
But I never knew the monsters would live inside my heart.
Now I fight 'em every night, in the silence of my bed,
They ain't under it no more— they're the monsters in my head.
No nightlight can save me now,
No blanket can block the sound.
Every thought's a ghost I fed,
Every scar's a story I bled.
And I still wake up, heart full of dread—
'Cause the monsters, yeah, they never left.
I couldn't wait to grow up, thought the fear would fade away,
Now I'm prayin' for the daylight just to make it through the day.
They said "you'll be fine" — guess they never meant my head,
'Cause the monsters I once feared now sleep with me instead.
(Yeah…)
No more closet, no more bed…
Just echoes of the things I said.
Funny how I ran from what I feared as a kid,
When the real monsters were always hid… inside my head.
Written by: Lethal Culture
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