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Self Hatred
Electronica
Self Hatred was released on November 10, 2025 by Xorro as a part of the album Circles EP
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Release DateNovember 10, 2025
LabelXorro
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM70

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Rhys Brugman
Rhys Brugman
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Rhys Brugman
Rhys Brugman
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Rhys Brugman
Rhys Brugman
Producer

Lyrics

You thought that this was over, I laugh at you
I just became someone that you'll never do
Passenger boiling inside your car
I should've known that we wouldn't make it far
Held your breath before just to keep me safe
Instead it killed whatever was left of me
You gave me self hatred
I live with self hatred
So you could walk away
Pretend like its the same
This form of self hatred
I can't say I hate this
Or else you'd walk away
To you its just a phase
(I need some water)
Please don't judge me
(I need some fire)
Like I didn't
(I need some water)
See this snow
(I need some fire)
Flame-resistant
A week ago I dropped something personal
The week before, you dropped me, how personal
The week before, we headed to Anaheim
Those Mickey Ears would circle a severed line
You gave me self hatred
I live with self hatred
So you could walk away
Pretend like its the same
This form of self hatred
I can't say I hate this
Or else you'd walk away
To you its just a phase
Maybe in the future, we can put this past us
But my present hasn't caught up to your speed
And I'm sorry if this isn't what you want
You should've thought of that before moving on
I was hurting cause your friends would never care
If I was always there, or not
I would say good luck, take some time to breathe
But you already let go of those memories
Written by: Rhys Brugman
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