Ayy, I got both feet on the earth, I'm feeling it beneath me, back is full of clipped wings

It's barely out my reach, smoking out my grief

Talking to my people, make sure they at peace

And be more delicate with me than I've been recently

I've been weeping, hardly eating

Hardly sleep

Harshly overthinking, hard without you here to keep complete

I've been hurting

I've been closed, I've been burnt, and

I've been hosed down, exit out my old route

I terminate my lease

Check what sprouted out my seeds from the rainfall, drenched socks walking through the

Streets

Through the karma, through the darkness, through the heat, still been walking

Never faltered

I'm a beast, hard to call it, hard to see, when I've been hardly

I'm living in my own head, it's

Really all I know, is there a lesson learned here, it's really hard to know

I've been going through

The most, just trying steer the boat through clear water

Thanks to God's grace and sheer will, we

Still rocking, somebody gotta pray for me

I'm praying for my mama, I'm praying for my granny

I'm praying for my father, it's always in the family, it's always in the honor

I'm praying I got armor

I'm praying for my stamina, would God really put me in a war I couldn't handle, am I

At a disadvantage, or is it really what I'm destined for

I'm wrestling with regrets, my

Head resting near a hammer

I'm praying for the answers, but can't really understand them

You fall short, you can call on me, I love you more than I love me

I care for you more than I do me

And I pray for you more than I do me

Then I do me

Show up for you more than I do me