Gonna wake up in a year

Forget tonight existed

Won't remember all my fears

No matter how persistent they might seem right now it's me

My entire world but in a few more weeks

These will be distant memories

But I wanna find out if it's possible

Or if it's even fair

To be who I wanted to be when I was young and dare to

Settle for nothing less

Than my childhood superhero

The dreams of adolescent intellect

Gonna waste my youthful years

Sleeping in until the motivation appears

To finish all my projects maybe I'll settle for less than perfect

Connect what's here and free

And realistic for survival, disappoint 8-year-old me

But I wanna find out if it's possible

Or if it's even fair

To be who I wanted to be when I was young and dare to

Settle for nothing less

Than my childhood superhero

The dreams of adolescent intellect

I'm so worried that I'm sick

That I'm missing out on all of it

And I can't move because of this which keeps me shaking crying out to

End it make it stop

What's in my head, I'm so exhausted

Crossing my eyes dodging the fees that cross the streets it all seems like

It's gonna be over soon

Then it comes around again

Find a better place for me to send my thoughts or make it end

Just get it over with

Give me the pills or therapist to fix the wiring in my brain again I'm asking for your help

But you can't really see

When hidden in these words it don't look like a guarantee

But maybe if I scream

The fear of missing out

It's all I ever feel

But in a year or less

This will be a stupid dream

But I wanna find out if it's possible

Or if it's even fair

To be who I wanted to be when I was young and dare to

Settle for nothing less

Than my childhood superhero

The dreams of adolescent intellect

But I wanna find out if it's possible

Or if it's even fair

To be who I wanted to be when I was young and dare to

Settle for nothing less

Than my childhood superhero

The dreams of adolescent

The fear of missing out

It's all I ever feel

The fear of missing out

It's all I ever feel