I just say the magic words

It's a blessing and a curse

No I ain't tryna rehearse em to you

Yeah I been tryna come in first

So you better do your worst

Paid my dues no reimbursement ooh ooh

Yeah baby I've lied and coerced

Things i cannot reverse

Like I'm in the wrong universe yeah it's true

Been through it all it already hurts

So you better do your worst

Cause you know I'm doing worse without you

Cause baby girl you know I've been losing my mind

I just can't seem to fathom what to do

Said I just wanna feel this way one more time

But I can't help but feel like it's nothing new

Frozen in motion

Immobilized

But it's more like a time delay

And I just wanna be able to change your mind but I just can't find a way

So many things that I needed patience for but I still did right away

I wish I could tell you all the problems are gone for good but it's more than I can say

More than I

I just say the magic words

It's a blessing and a curse

No I ain't tryna rehearse em to you

Yeah I been tryna come in first

So you better do your worst

Paid my dues no reimbursement ooh ooh

Yeah baby I've lied and coerced

Things i cannot reverse

Like I'm in the wrong universe yeah it's true

Been through it all it already hurts

So you better do your worst

Cause you know I'm doing worse without you

Huh a go getter

If she gets through your mental don't let her

Shawty dangerous a home wrecker

But they wrecked hers first for the record

But it's more than I can say

I don't wanna cut too deep girl

I know this pillow talking is a tad ode

I know you think these **** out here sassy and cheap

But you just thinking bout the ones you've had only

I understand these hills get way too steep girl

Streets in the dark real shadowy

Don't even worry I'll protect you from em

Old ways been hunting me down and I escaped them narrowly

Yeah I know I been the main one fooling around

But I don't have time today

Demons showing up at my front door im moving around

Said I need a new hideaway

I know better than to tell you that I'm

good at this part

Cause for now I can't find a way

I know better than to tell you that I know your heart cause it's more than I can say

More than I