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Addicted
19
Contemporary R&B
Addicted was released on December 5, 2025 by REALWRLD as a part of the album Addicted - Single
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Release DateDecember 5, 2025
LabelREALWRLD
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM47

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Khai El
Khai El
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Karl Pascua
Karl Pascua
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Khai El
Khai El
Producer, Recording Engineer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]:
I’ve been tryna tell my heart to slow down,
Keep my hands from reaching when you’re not around.
Every time I say I’m done, I fall back through,
Like my soul keeps choosing pain if it leads to you.
Tell myself I’m stronger than this cycle we chase,
But one look at you and all my healing gets erased.
I keep holding on to things I should replace,
But I swear your love still feels like home some days.
[Pre-Chorus]:
And I know I’m sinking deeper than I planned,
Still convincing myself that you might understand.
I’m stitched together, breaking where I stand
But somehow I still run right back again.
[Chorus]:
I tell myself to move on, on, on,
But my chest keeps pulling me back where I went wrong.
I keep loving through the pain, pain, pain—
Fighting for something that keeps breaking me again
And I can’t help but fall, fall, fall,
Back into the mess I swore I’d never crawl.
Loving you keeps pulling me through walls,
Still I stay and give you all, all, all.
[Verse 2]:
Everybody tells me I deserve something new,
Someone who won’t leave me guessing what is true.
But they don’t understand the way I bend for you,
How I rewrite every truth just to fit your view.
It’s like every red flag makes me want you more,
Like I’m addicted to the promise I’m fighting for.
Even when you’re halfway out the door,
I pretend we’re fine just like before.
[Pre-Chorus]:
And I know I’m losing pieces of myself,
Stacking all these fantasies upon a broken shelf.
Still I’m praying you’ll choose me over someone else,
Baby, I can’t lie—I don’t want nobody else.
[Chorus]:
I tell myself to move on, on, on,
But my chest keeps pulling me back where I went wrong.
I keep loving through the pain, pain, pain—
Fighting for something that keeps breaking me again
And I can’t help but fall, fall, fall,
Back into the mess I swore I’d never crawl.
Loving you keeps pulling me through walls,
Still I stay and give you all, all, all.
Written by: Karl Pascua
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