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Crashout
Indie Rock
Crashout was released on January 16, 2026 by James Laurent as a part of the album Laugh at the Tragedy
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Release DateJanuary 16, 2026
LabelJames Laurent
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM178

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
James Laurent
James Laurent
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Collin James Sieglaff
Collin James Sieglaff
Lyrics
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
James Laurent
James Laurent
Mixing Engineer
Bonnierogerr
Bonnierogerr
Producer

Lyrics

I don't know how I let it go
Cause Novocain don't numb this pain
I feel it tighten my throat and I don't like
Hard to fake a smile when you're trying not to cry
Put my game face on
Can't let the world know that inside I'm going crazy
It won't be long
Till something comes up that finally breaks me
Know I'm close, to the edge
Of a skyscraper, and I'm on the ledge of the roof
And I, contemplate my suicide
I know I don't wanna die, but some days it feels like
I can't find any way to go on
Do what I do best, force myself to go on
Turn my suicide note to your favorite song
Think I'm gonna crashout lately
Nobody to save me
I can feel it rise in my heart
Think I'm gonna crashout baby
Why'd you have to break me
Can't you see I'm falling apart
Honestly, I don't even know, I
Might put my 9 to my dome
And this time I
Just might have the balls to pull it
But I know that I don't
Or I would've when I was young
Temple pressed to a loaded gun
In that cold, cold basement
Finger on the trigger, but God forced me to face it
So I know that, I'm here for a reason
Leaves don't fall in California, but I feel all four seasons
I think I miss Wisconsin, I know I miss my dad
I miss the life I had, back before I became a man
Think I'm gonna crashout lately
Nobody to save me
I can feel it rise in my heart
Think I'm gonna crashout baby
Why'd you have to break me
Can't you see I'm falling apart
Written by: Collin James Sieglaff
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