I wanted to tell my story

I feel like I made that shit happen

Who knew I would make this far

Who knew where I'd be at with rapping

Expressing my feelings and talking my shit I'm using the music as therapy

I'm doing these drugs consistent I know that this shit is tearing me

Apart

Fucking that bitch while I'm off of the drank I'm tearing her shit apart

She fuck with my music she all on my dick she talking bout making some art

Still geeking all by myself I'm rolling this shit and I'm all in the dark

Got 50 rounds up in the spray gun caught that boy lacking ain't making a sound

My mental be too fucked up I'm crying and shit while I'm dicking her down

I'm smoking on dope I got silent way too fried I ain't making a sound

**** know about young Mazzy Milly I'm up in the function I'm making it bounce

**** talking online on some fuck shit pull up on him and I know he gon bounce

And I know she tryna fuck with a **** she wearing her shoes get the fuck out my house

I'm tryna put more trust in God

I'm tryna put trust his timing

Used to link with shortie every week used to hit her ass up she was always on timing

Never knew bout how far I could take this

Never knew where I'd go with just rhyming

Gotta take all my **** with me ain't no blowing up unless it's all my **** climbing

I'm geeked all alone in my room

Make sure nobody see me crying

On my knees shedding tears tryna talk to the Lord

Bitch if I'm lying I'm flying

I put it on Ibra put it on Bro put it on my Sister

Don't even know how long I'm finna live I fucked up my system

Tryna get crossed tryna get faded Don in my system

I wonder where everything just went south it feel like I miss her

I know that she's going she broke my heart but I ain't gon diss her

Still think about days when I never did drugs I thought it would fix shit

Don't know how to talk bout my feelings yall think I'm tripping