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then, i apologize
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Hip-Hop/Rap
then, i apologize was released on November 25, 2025 by NxtUp Entertainment as a part of the album the(rap)y.
album cover
Release DateNovember 25, 2025
LabelNxtUp Entertainment
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM119

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
TreyNxtUp
TreyNxtUp
Rap
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Wendell Paris III
Wendell Paris III
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
J. Reelz
J. Reelz
Engineer, Producer

Lyrics

Sometimes I wish Mommy ain't need all the meds
I wonder if Papa could see through my lens
We live in this world
Where they chasing the clout and the girls
Why chase? I'ma see you again
Aye, I roll with my fam, not in need of the friends
You best watch your tone, who you speaking against
See, I'm tryna just make it
For all of the names that was nameless
And people that's deep in the trench
I said I would make it in rap
They was lying, but I'm bout my facts
Growing up felt alone, I ain't had me a home
We was moving, I had to adapt
And I had way too much on my mental
It's way too hard being a Wendell
My name third generation, I feel like the king of my nation
There's nothing I can't do
Got me feeling like a thief in the night
Clouded thoughts, overthinking ain't right
My brodie was saying to shine
But I can't see in the light
I don't think that I'll be sleeping tonight
Stuck between demons and Christ
Oh, and if I die
Then, I apologize
Sometimes I wish Mommy ain't need all the meds
I wonder if Papa could see through my lens
We live in this world
Where they chasing the clout and the girls
Why I chase? I'ma see you again
Aye, I roll with my fam, not in need of the friends
You best watch your tone, who you speaking against
See, I'm tryna just make it
For all of the names that was nameless
And people that's deep in the trench
Aye, I'm on my way now
And no time to hate, wow
I said that I'd meet you right up at the top
But you on the way down
I'm up in the space now
And NASA can't space out
It's just me and my crew
We don't care about winning and losing
We making our case now
Got me feeling like a thief in the night
Clouded thoughts, overthinking ain't right
My brodie was saying to shine
But I can't see in the light
I don't think that I'll be sleeping tonight
Stuck between demons and Christ
Oh, and if I die
Then, I apologize
Sometimes I wish Mommy ain't need all the meds
I wonder if Papa could see through my lens
We live in this world
Where they chasing the clout and the girls
Why chase? I'ma see you again
Aye, I roll with my fam, not in need of the friends
You best watch your tone, who you speaking against
See, I'm tryna just make it
For all of the names that was nameless
And people that's deep in the trench
Sometimes I wish Mommy ain't need all the meds
I wonder if Papa could see through my lens
We live in this world
Where they chasing the clout and the girls
Why chase? I'ma see you again
Aye, I roll with my fam, not in need of the friends
You best watch your tone, who you speaking against
See, I'm tryna just make it
For all of the names that was nameless
And people that's deep in the trench
Written by: Wendell Paris III
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