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Disappear
Classical
Disappear was released on December 12, 2025 by Masterworks as a part of the album Sad Zaddy
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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Matt Gould
Matt Gould
Performer
Jerry Watts
Jerry Watts
Bass
Andrew Synowiec
Andrew Synowiec
Guitar
Megan Shung
Megan Shung
Violin
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Matt Gould
Matt Gould
Composer
Keir Schmidt
Keir Schmidt
String Arranger
Megan Shung
Megan Shung
String Arranger
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Matt Gould
Matt Gould
Producer
Keir Schmidt
Keir Schmidt
Producer
Colby Lapolla
Colby Lapolla
Additional Producer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
We're sitting sipping bougie coffee
Blueberry notes and hickory
You tell me that you're so unhappy
You're drowning in the sea
[PreChorus]
Brightest stars fade to black, fattest men die of plaque
Pretty clouds evaporate, surest love don't conquer hate
Every sweet's a little sour, every king will lose his power
You are nothing now but then, you will find yourself again
[Chorus]
This is what it feels like to be on the outside
This is what it is when you're broken heart don't matter here
This is when the small slight turns into a landslide
This is what it is to grow small and disappear
[Verse 2]
(That's the way it goes) A camel on a blazing sand dune
(That's the way it goes) Finds water where it seems there's none
(That's the way it goes) Sometimes there isn't rhyme or reason
(That's the way it goes) You have to just walk on
[PreChorus]
Endless romance always ends, meanest foes become our friends
Mighty mountains turn to dust, true companions break our trust
Nothing always stays one thing, change is always happening
God is making rain and dark, you don't run, you build an ark
[Chorus]
This is what it feels like to be on the outside
This is what it is when you're broken heart don't matter here
This is when the small slight turns into a landslide
This is what it is to grow small and disappear (To grow small and disappear)
[Bridge]
Oh, I love you, I love you, I love you
I don't want you to feel strife
My lovely, my lovely, my lovely
There are bitter storms in life
It doesn't mean we're broken
Doesn't mean we have to die
Let's walk through the storm
Together, our love—
[Outro]
(Everybody feels the same shit, everybody learns to live it)
(Everybody, everybody break down, get on the ground)
(Pick up the end and you turn it all around)
(Everybody feels the same shit, everybody learns to live it)
(Everybody, everybody break down, get on the ground)
(Pick up the end and you turn it all around)
(Everybody feels the same shit, everybody learns to live it) This is what it feels like
(Everybody, everybody break down, get on the ground) To be on the outside
(Pick up the end and you turn it all around)
(Everybody feels the same shit, everybody learns to live it)
(Everybody, everybody break down, get on the ground)
(Pick up the end and you turn it all around)
This is what it feels like
To be on the outside
This is what it is to be
Healed
Oh-oh, woah-oh
Written by: Matt Gould
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