Watching through the window on the other side of our street

The only place where we can re-collide

I know what it means to always wonder what you feel inside

Like food in your teeth you never know until you realise

I'm down on my knees for you to know that I am still alive

I'm kicking and beating to the rhythm of the passing time

It's been a few weeks but I am over all the sad and crying

Now that he leaves instead of stopping over through the night

It's making me weak

You're making me weak

And we both know that this would never come with ease

Cos you're making me

Shut down interactions and avoid other passions

Cut down on my rations I'm dissolving into ashes

Throw out all my cash in hopes this would all last

And I tell you I love it

Cos I'd

Cos I'd tell you it's okay

Cos I'd do it again

So much better like that

No one does it it like that

I'd do that again

All those panic attacks

I need a pat on the back but I'd do it again

I want you to come back

I'll cut you some slack and do it again

So much better like that

So much better than that

When I need a friend

So much better like that

No one does it it like that

I'd do that again

All those panic attacks

I need a pat on the back but I'd do it again

I want you to come back

I'll cut you some slack and do it again

So much better like that

So much better than that

When I need a friend

I can see you're doing better you don't need your extra check ups so I might sit back and enjoy this

But when I'm speaking off the record everybody seems to reckon that I'm always on attack it's annoying me

Smile for the press and hypocrisy

Let the distressed get a sense of free

Chase and assess on another lead

It works and it hurts and it's making me weak

It's making me weak

And we both know that this would never come with ease

And I tell you I love it

Cos I'd

Cos I'd tell you it's okay

Cos I'd do it again

So much better like that

No one does it it like that

I'd do that again

All those panic attacks

I need a pat on the back but I'd do it again

I want you to come back

I'll cut you some slack and do it again

So much better like that

So much better than that

When I need a friend

So much better like that

No one does it it like that

I'd do that again

All those panic attacks

I need a pat on the back but I'd do it again

I want you to come back

I'll cut you some slack and do it again

So much better like that

So much better than that

When I need a friend

And I need friend