Waking up to a cup half empty, pour a little liquor, top it off, I'm ready

I don't really want to see you till I'm steady, cut it off, no contact, so heavy

Working on myself, I'll spare you details, want to be myself, but I've got some demons

Try to fight them off, but I'm so weak it's really so pathetic

Need time to heal

When it all comes crashing down, I just want to be prepared for here and now

I just want to be on my good girl shit taking it seriously

Lately I've noticed that I can barely breathe

Keeping to myself, I know I'm messed up, want to be myself

But I've got problems that could use some solving, if you want to take a crack at them

Getting kind of tired from running out of options, thought that I could do it

But I need some help 'cause I can't keep pursuing this same old outcome

Know that if I give it some time to clear my lungs I could finish strong on this marathon

When it all comes crashing down, I just want to be prepared for here and now

I just want to be on my good girl shit taking it seriously

Lately I've noticed that I can barely breathe

(mantra)

Inhale (inhale), exhale (then exhale) all of the bull shit (all of the bull shit)

Sprinting (breathe in) to get (breathe out) to a place (you can) where I lose (release it) all of my

(I am) inhibitions

Straight out (fearless) of the gate (running) I will hit the (on love) ground running

(I am) want to win the (filled with) race, but I'm fine (peace in) as long as you are (the chaos) coming

(I am) I won't take a break, (fearless) I'll keep pushing (breathe in) just to see (the moment) you baby

But I need some space, give me time so I can train properly (I AM FEARLESS)

When it all comes crashing down, I just want to be prepared for here and now

I just want to be on my good girl shit taking it seriously

Lately I've noticed that I can finally breathe