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Turning 25 on the 25

2025 first time I work a 9-5

Still tryna find a job one that I'm gonna like

Not gonna lie got bills and they getting high

Just to be in this world gotta pay the price

Sometimes I feel there's no point of being alive

Been alive but I don't still feel don't feel alive

I realise who's real who's gonna ride

Don't tell me lies don't tell me lies (no)

Don't tell me lies why u gonna lie

How times did I bleed for this healing

Swore me an oath and I'm still at the hearing

Did my job my hands on the steering

Foot on the clutch and I switched up the gearing foot won't brake got rev up the engine

Pistons hot i walk through the fire

Trails life got me facing Jury

Since juvie spooky goofy

That right hook might swing Mike Tyson

Jump on the mic not a goat Am a lion

Try me again try try me on biro

Don't run out ink got lead and it's plenty

Work rate high and heart rate is scary

Don't scare me this anit baly it's mori

Too much pain couldn't handle the pain

Swolled them pills overdosing again

anit proud of myself I'm ashamed of myself

Used to do it when I was young now I'm doing it again

What can I do what can I say

Who do I tell who do I bell

Is anyone I tell gonna judge me aswell

Got enough of that already I do it to myself

Can't tell you why cuz I don't know know why

Maybe abuse maybe it's neglect

It's Torn my heart I'm emotionally scarred

Can't fell a thing emotionally barred

How can I speak when you told me to shush

How can I think when you taught to look

I closed my eyes cuz it's harder to see

Harder to see means it's harder to speak

No One can break my heart

My heart been broke since birth

Used to the thorns and blades

Since I came out the womb

This life anit shown me grace

I Lay on bed of needles

This life just dealt me spades

There's anit no club with hearts

Look I been whipped and caned

Seems I've inflicted pain

They didn't have a way with words

There had a way with cane

It made me who I am

It made me cold and brave

You see them spots and marks

They either bites or strikes

Writing rhymes been writing melodies

Lay this verse whilst I'm getting therapy

Got me a girl who loves me heavily

Match my vibe and raise my energy

These Sticks and stones wont break your bones

Bricks and stones won't take my soul

Been through much felt too much

But somehow still i float on top

Over and over and over again

No matter the times I trip can't fall

still get up get money get grop

Sow my seeds amma reap my crops

You can't walk a mile in my shoes

And I won't wanna walk a mile in yours

Should I be greatful or should I be fussed

Still anit scored and I still got buzz

I'm still awake and my alarms gone off

Working hard gotta earn my spot

It's 3am gotta race that clock

Lace my shoes can not miss that bus

Run straight to the gym cuz I will I must

I might I do a pull but I must push up

Straight to bar amma lift then squat

Jump on the bench and amma pump my Chest

Battery's low still pumped out the tire

Wheels on the road my face on a flyer

wheels up amma I burn that tire

Clouds up still spark that wire

Black current macfurry

Melanin or curry

Mayonnaise and it get no spice

I got sauce amma spray confetti

Look I've been distant I've been restrictat

Preserving my energy call me efficient

Man on a mission man with a vision

If life's a villain call me the victim

I know I've been anti I'm try go pro

Camera is on but the storage is empty

If you man knew what I have been on

You wouldn't think I've been acting off

If it's earned you'd get the respect

If you invest you see the returns

Compound time calculate interest

Pinterest I anit tryna negotiate rates

Tables full and there's enough on my plate

Stack this cash till there's enough in my safe

I don't wanna live on no minimum wage

I want my wage with the maximum pay