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Confessions Interlude
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Rock
Confessions Interlude was released on December 17, 2025 by The Engine Room as a part of the album Confessions Interlude - Single
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Release DateDecember 17, 2025
LabelThe Engine Room
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM86

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
KamNox
KamNox
Lead Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
KamNox
KamNox
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
KamNox
KamNox
Producer

Lyrics

The fact is: I struggle with depression, dissociation
Called for a God intervention but the only conversation
Is the voice that keeps pushing me into wrong directions
Maybe I gotta keep the line, keep watching my time
Step behind, try not to rewind every vision in my mind
But I'm cursed, I'm done, yeah, I'm fucking going down
All I do is hold on on my own, writing all day long
Hoping someone fixes up my heart before it's gone
But it's true... that's right... I'm not even alone
I'm digging my own grave while you're catching up my tone
Really, what could I ask for more? Maybe I'm ungrateful
Or maybe I'm too fucked‑up to figure out the point
The truth is: I never learned to shout back at violence
Parents threw guilt like weapons, taught me laws of silence
I grew up dodging anger, turned myself into compliance
Now every time I shake, I blame my own defiance
Therapy hit me with the same hollow questions
"Talk about your pain", like it's some kind of lesson
But the deeper I dug, the less I felt progression
Wounds screaming like they're fighting for possession
So yeah... inside I'm alone but I'm used to the weather
Cold nights, dark thoughts they always fall together
Still reaching out for more, holding onto every piece of love
Cause losing what I get is something I'm tired of
I keep fighting with the noise tearing holes inside my head
Running laps around my traumas like I'm chasing down the dead
I shut down, let me go, get out, tear me apart
No wait... help me survive this hell that keeps leaving marks
I drown in all the stories I never learned to face
Crash through all the moments that I wish I could erase
I'm hopeless, let me scream, let it echo through the space
Why's the pain the thing that tells me I'm alive in this place?
So here I am, writing it down again just to leave a trace
Of what's burning in my brain, hoping maybe it resonates
Cause maybe souls like mine can hold on to this amend
And see that in this world... we all struggle with the pain
We all struggle with the pain
Written by: KamNox
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