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Waves
R&B/Soul
Waves was released on December 13, 2025 by BedRoom inc. as a part of the album Jester's Privilege - EP
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Release DateDecember 13, 2025
LabelBedRoom inc.
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM169

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Nehemiah Caradwyn
Nehemiah Caradwyn
Vocals
B'shara
B'shara
Background Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Nehemiah Caradwyn
Nehemiah Caradwyn
Songwriter
Eli Feldman
Eli Feldman
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
B'shara
B'shara
Producer

Lyrics

Closed doors, make vacuums
And vacuums make a fuck ton of noise
I've been laid back, chillin' in poise
Life's waves be 50-50, somethin' like a tossed coin
The sun at my back
Like you on the right path, attaboy
I moved a lot, never had a choice, that's why
My feet firmly planted in the Yoke
Like a
Egg fetishist
Tuh
Call so many places home
Wherever I go, I know I can just shelter in
My mom taught me, be the medicine
My auntie taught me, don't take no shit
My cousins, are my siblings
Family over textbooks and syllabuses
I don't know what a syllabus is, but I know love
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know love
Before the alarms rang, I wanted to grow up
I didn't hold the reins
No elegí mi ropa, that was on mi madre
Before I knew the truth of what my aunts say
Mimic'd some sounds
There was no booth
Like a lost jay burning my youth
Adding smoke to the clouds
Found out they was gassing me up
I wondered if it's cuz I just wasn't enough
When I was young, I'm not a kid anymore
But some days I sit and wish I was a kid again
Before I knew about the money
I thought we was moving for fun
Come to find out, we was neutered of funds
From grandma's roof to grandpa's basement
Till we could finally run
Mom's was getting some payments, but it all leads back to home
No matter where I go
It seems I always end up right back in Holyoke
Right back in Holyoke
Back in the days when I was young
I'm not a kid anymore
But some days, I wish I was a kid again
Sometimes I wish I was a kid again
I was only worried if Peter Parker would stand up
He forgot who he was in times darker and thought
Man, I wasn't enough
All alone in a big city, and now the thought of that fucks with me
I'm stuck in Massachusetts
I can't leave
I won't leave
I should leave
I need to leave
Maybe I need to sleep
Or something to eat
Running on beats
Cause I'm stuck on a leash
It's all fun and games till it isn't is bleak
But
That sentiment speaks volumes to me
Thinking about back in the days
When I was young, I'm not a kid anymore
But some days, man, I wish I was a kid again
Sometimes I wish I was a kid again
Written by: Eli Feldman, Nehemiah Caradwyn
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