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Condone It
Hip-Hop/Rap
Condone It was released on December 7, 2025 by 1473052 Records DK as a part of the album Mind In Pieces
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Release DateDecember 7, 2025
Label1473052 Records DK
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM143

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Cristian Johnson
Cristian Johnson
Background Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Cristian Johnson
Cristian Johnson
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Chris Jaye
Chris Jaye
Engineer

Lyrics

Yeah I know it
I condone it
Mind still in pieces
Yeah, I know it, I condone it
Every time I'm hurt, I pour it, I cannot control it
Feeling hopeless, I still show it
Say I'm fine, but my scars still open
Yeah, I know it, I can't hold it
Heart on ice, but the pain still frozen
They say heal, but I lost my focus
Yeah, I know, yeah, I know, yeah, I know it
Yeah, I know lately I've been feeling hopeless
Been drowning thoughts so deep I barely notice
My heart's heavy, tryna act like I don't show this
I'm praying one day all my pain won't leave me broken
But every night I feel the pressure on my chest again
Tryna outrun the memories that I can't suppress within
Been losing battles that I never ever meant to win
I sip the silence just to numb the storm that's settlin'
I know I'm drifting farther from the man I ever was
I'm tryna fill the empty with a high that never does
I'm tryna fix myself with things that always break me up
My heart's a weapon, every beat feels like a loaded slug
Yeah, I know it, I condone it
Every time I'm hurt, I pour it, I cannot control it
Feeling hopeless, I still show it
Say I'm fine, but my scars still open
Yeah, I know it, I can't hold it
Heart on ice, but the pain still frozen
They say heal, but I lost my focus
Yeah, I know, yeah, I know, yeah, I know it
I say I'm fine even when I'm not alright
I turn to pills, they're helping me through the night
I pray for moments when my soul can finally feel the light
Cause I've been searching for myself in every wrong and right
The shadows in my mind been talking like they know me well
They whisper every fear I got, they know just how to tell
They drag me down to the place where the light don't ever dwell
Been fighting demons all my life, they wanting me to fail
Yeah, I know it, I condone it
Every time I'm hurt, I pour it, I cannot control it
Feeling hopeless, I still show it
Say I'm fine, but my scars still open
Yeah, I know it, I can't hold it
Heart on ice, but the pain still frozen
They say heal, but I lost my focus
Yeah, I know, yeah, I know, yeah, I know it
Written by: Cristian Johnson
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