My mind dissolving

Inhaling propane

I'm nervous just to show face

Realize it's okay to be myself

I'm up late

Why am I stressing about the same things that they've said about me everytime?

(Would you ever think to love me?

Of course, I do love you

Isn't that how you made me?)

I can't help but feel like I'm selfish

What am I gonna do

Cause the truth of the matter is I'm after something that's more than just us two

Focused on arguing what was said but how you really feel is never mentioned

Guess it's for your protection, puts it all in perspective

Get help is what I recommend

& I wouldn't be so pessimistic if I didn't do a thing

I might be wrong, you couldn't care less

Everything was but a dream

I need some peace of mind

Don't care what I couldn't be

I'll take the fall and be a memory

My mind dissolving

Inhaling propane

I'm nervous just to show face

Realize it's okay to be myself

I'm up late

Why am I stressing about the same things that they've said about me every time?

My mind dissolving

Inhaling propane

I'm nervous just to show face

Realize it's okay to be myself

I'm up late

Why am I stressing about the same things that they've said about me every time?

It's like I'm stalling

I know I want this

But it's weighing on my conscious

Cause I put my all in

If I fuck up, do it wrong

They all dangle and flaunt it

May this be the only constant

I'm tired of the arguing but

I feel much better when I say my peace

I don't hold my tongue no more cause I found it weak

All the dumb situations I put myself in

You'd think I'd settle my differences

& I wouldn't be so pessimistic if I didn't do a thing

I might be wrong, you couldn't care less

Everything was but a dream

I need some peace of mind

Don't care what I couldn't be

I'll take the fall and be a memory

My mind dissolving

Inhaling propane

I'm nervous just to show face

Realize it's okay to be myself

I'm up late

Why am I stressing about the same things that they've said about me every time?