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Spiral
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Spiral was released on January 7, 2026 by Jamison as a part of the album When the Silence Stayed
January 7, 2026
LabelJamison
LanguageEnglish
BPM67
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

I've been tryna get better, piece by piece
But every step forward just cuts me deep
Every time I see your face
I fall apart in the same old place
I tell myself, "don't look her way,"
But I still do, almost every day
You're a storm I can't outrun
And I still break when you're near, but gone
When I see you, I spiral
All that I've been fighting falls apart
You're a ghost in every smile
Still pulling strings inside my heart
And I can't fake it, can't pretend
When I lost you, I lost every friend
When I lost you, I lost everything
Yeah, I lost me again
I went back to our bar tonight
Same corner seat, same neon light
I swore I'd only stay a while
But then I saw your face, and I lost my smile
Every laugh, every song we knew
Comes rushing back the moment I see you
You're just close enough to reach
But I stay still — that's what you'd need
Now the bar don't feel the same
It's a prison built from your name
Every drink just tastes like then
And I start to fall apart again
When I see you, I spiral
All that I've been fighting falls apart
You're a ghost in every smile
Still pulling strings inside my heart
And I can't fake it, can't pretend
When I lost you, I lost every friend
I try to look away, I swear I do
But my eyes still find their way to you
I know you don't want me near
But I can't breathe when you disappear
So I'll finish my drink, then fade
Leave before I fall your way
But every night I walk back in
Hoping maybe you'll look up again
When I see you, I spiral
Yeah, I still fall apart within
Written by: Jamison Arter
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