Running from the pain but it follows me still

Dreams in my head that I wish were real

Cold nights, no sleep, tryna chase that thrill

But the voices in my mind tell me sit, be still

Pouring liquor on the table, let it wash my sins

Every time I let her in, feel the walls cave in

Said she love me, then she ghost — that's a cycle again

But I'm numb to the hurt, so I play and pretend

Shawty, why you gon' be like this? Take my heart and rip it apart like it's nothing, yeah

Tell me why you're leading me on when you know I'm here I always been there, yeah, that's okay

Come and steal, uh

Take me far away, shawty just love me now

I don't understand why she feels so down

Looking at my face, said she love me now she hate

Looking at my face like I'm a disgrace

Cups at night, yeah I pour away

Looking at this mic, it's the only thing I hate

I don't care, okay... I don't care, okay

I don't care, okay... I don't care, okay, uh

I put pain in the bars, let the beat translate

All the scars on my soul that the world can't take

If the love ain't real, then the bond gon' break

But I keep my head high, though my hands still shake

Got demons in the dark, tryna call my name

But I rise through the fire, I embrace my flame

If she leave me in the dust, I won't bow to shame

I'ma paint my own sky, I'ma carve my lane

Shawty, why you run when I need you close?

I've been bleeding in my chest but I don't let it show

If tomorrow never come, I just want you to know

That the love that I gave never felt so cold

Take me far away, shawty just love me now

I don't understand why she feels so down

Looking at my face, said she love me now she hate

Looking at my face like I'm a disgrace

Cups at night, yeah I pour away

Looking at this mic, it's the only thing I hate

I don't care, okay... I don't care, okay

I don't care, okay... I don't care, okay, uh