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PTSD
13
Hip-Hop/Rap
PTSD was released on February 6, 2026 by Cuckoo's Nest Recordings as a part of the album PTSD - Single
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Release DateFebruary 6, 2026
LabelCuckoo's Nest Recordings
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM87

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Danimal
Danimal
Rap
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Daniel Williams-Hashemi
Daniel Williams-Hashemi
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
D-Low Beats
D-Low Beats
Producer

Lyrics

Yo yo I have visions that my father died
And I don't understand the point of living if it's half alive
See you'll never understand the pain that harbours i
And I don't wanna live another day no it can't be right
Tie a noose upon my throat
Maybe I should smash a line of ketamine or coke
Or maybe I should overdose or vomit till I choke
Or maybe I should maybe I should end it on my own
You see my fucking life's a joke
And I don't give a motherfucking shit about you bro
You're hating on my music and you're hating on my flow
You're hating on my essence and you'd hate it if I'd blow
But I'll never give it back
I'm struggling with demons but I'm wicked on a track
I suffer with anxiety just hitting you with facts
How can I trust another when they stab you in the back
See it nearly turned me mad
The black sheep of the family they hate it that I rap
I couldn't give a monkeys no I couldn't give a crap
They'll never have the kind of fucking talent that I have
Love my mother and my wife
And I don't wanna be another failure till I die
And I don't wanna stay up past 11 just to cry
And I don't wanna feel another tear from my eyes
See I'm a burden in my mind
How can I see the inner me I'm scared of what I'll find
The pain is such a sudden rush I pen another rhyme
Put 7 in my vertebrae put 7 in my spine
Yo there's a reason that I spit
To overcome my demons or to seize that I exist
Emerging through the darkness through the heathens and the mist
Feeling like a pussy see I'm feeling like a bitch
Heart beating through my ribs
Never thought I'd grow up from that needy little kid
That smelly little nitty that was fiending for a hit
I've contemplated jumping off or leaning off a cliff
Have I even fucking grown up still a greedy little shit
If you ever try to fight me leave you squealing like a pig
See my motherfucking trauma stems from beaten as a kid
Then I used to bully others like an evil little prick
Dreams of thieving till I'm rich
I'm sick of being treated like a weakling little bitch
I'll never understand the fucking reason I exist
The greatest ever rapper or a creature on the sniff
I spend my nights conflicted cause I'm fearing what I did
You could never bare to fathom what I've seen or what I've lived
Could I be the chosen one like Jesus when he lived
Or another fucking nutter just a creepy little prick
Wrap my CD as a gift
Shove it down your fucking throats go see if it is sick
You'll never catch me snitching never speaking to the pigs
Chase your fucking dreams is what I'm preaching to the kids
When I was steaming on a binge
I was drinking like a donkey and was peaking on the pills
See it got me looking feral like a creature of the hills
Got me looking like a demon got me looking like I'm ill
I'm just an addict in disguise
How can I seem so happy but I'm lonely in my eyes
I'm staying up till morning I'm not coping with my life
People trying to bring me down and hoping that I die
But they can never hold me back
I was told that I'm a donkey and was told that I was whack
That I'm looking like another flipping hobo on the smack
But I've turned my life around now I'm winning it's a wrap
Written by: Daniel Williams-Hashemi
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