Seven A.M, I should be sleeping

But I'm chiefing blunts and writing, trying not to overthink it

I've been drinking just to keep myself from sinking any deeper

Picking up all of the pieces off the ground leaving it cleaner than it was before

Wish things were the way they were before

Ain't fond of this exhaustion and always longing for something more

A couple shots in, got me spacing out like underscores

It's better than being stuck in my thoughts fighting a fucking war

Introspection got me wondering what I'm running for

Guess blooming doesn't happen without all the rain that comes before

Unimportant are the worries of yesterday

I'm just doing what I gotta, jotting verses to get away

I don't entertain the bullshit, I just work on my mental state

On the journey to better days, it's my personal escapade

Calming nerves when I get to blazing up ganja

Been conquering all my problems, I ponder when I can't solve em

I'm always bringing that lava

Nowadays I really don't talk much

I get so caught up in it all that I just don't wanna

I'm dodging all of the drama, been on the search for nirvana

Bouncing from genre to genre, I'm all for being the odd duck

From the bottom I'm ascending to my prime

Ridding stresses from the mind when I express it in a rhyme

It's in my destiny to shine so you best believe I'm grinding

No dejection or declining until everything subsides

All the blues, the hurt, the sorrow, the angst

I roam around through the dark and it feels so hard to escape

But I channel hardship and pain in a real and artistic way

I know that one way or another I'll make my mark on this game

And I'll get to carving my name up in all the charts and the playlists

On route to barge through the gates and leave some carnage in my wake

Too devoted to just put this thing in park or hit the brakes

I keep it moving, keep on cooking up and sparking up a J

Feeling scarred but it's okay, I know one day I'll overcome this

Staying up through the night until I'm too tired to function

I ain't worried about the judgement, I'm just doing what I love

Find a beat and straight erupt until I've done my feelings justice

I come with the realness, the dude is authentic

With a hella short temper, I get super hot headed

Lashing out then I regret it cause that isn't who I am

I'm just going through a time, lately I've been in a jam

But I'm doing all I can to keep my sanity in check

Paranoia's telling me that there's calamity ahead

But I'll be damned if I stay stranded cause of problems in my head

I'm just tryna grow, evolve into my best self, ya heard?