My bones are broken holes in me, I'm smoking

I'm wishing and I'm hoping You notice

I can feel it in my bones I'm supposed to fly

I just wanna make it home tonight Walk in, be present, have no surprise

But I guess I have to close my eyes

I'm fuckin' tired, I'm crossing wires I'm in denial, my heart's stone

I wanna cry out, all my tears are dried out I feel isolated and Boom's gone

I don't wanna feel another day Don't tell me I should hold on anyway

Cause I can't feel my cup up when it's drained, I hide behind the smile on my face

My bones are broken holes in me, I'm smoking

I'm wishing and I'm hoping You notice

I can feel it in my bones I'm supposed to fly

I just wanna make it home tonight Walk in, be present, have no surprise

But I guess I have to close my eyes

Straight up, I feel broken I feel like the fuckin' door's not open

Shit, I don't wanna cry while I'm smokin' Yeah, I pop pills just to hold in tears

But I don't wanna do this on my own And I don't wanna fight no more

But I can't let it go I'm a Virgo, baby, I already know

I'm not numb inside, I have a broken soul