The look in my eyes don't go away

Strengthen myself when I go to pray

Everyday I just stay the same

Pray to God that I'll see some change

I don't wan talk so jus go away

Purple and black and my sky so grey

No more color as I decay

Thinking back life was never great

Great

Never alive so they can't say that I fade

God so good that He bless me thru my pain

Everyone down and I'm always the one to blame

Everyday wake up thinking I'm a mistake

I'd tell you the thoughts that I'm thinking but baby girl you wouldn't understand half ot it

You said that you wanna be part of my heart and baby I don't think that you should inhabit it

Tell me that I m kind in my heart and caring, that's how I know that you're not an analyst

Baby girl said that I saved her but I am no hero I look like I am the antagonist

Hurt myself how I imagined it

Hurt me as if you had practiced it

Falling in line with my God, they get saved, I'm praying that I am His catalyst

You think that I am a Masochist

I'm wondering how you examined it

Cuz I'm not a thing that you at I am unless you say I'm inanimate

Feeling this way for all my life

So why only now feel compassionate?

Never feel happy like all the time

But I still I move on like a graduate

Wanted my soul they can't have it

These walls are of sin so I call God smash it

I hate myself purely right out of a habit

That's just how I've had it

Feelings so tragic

In the room I'm still the frailest

Ask advice they give the vaguest

Put my heart right on a waitlist

Swear we fight premeditated

Shooting phazon like I'm sylix

God He move me like a stylus

I don't show up invited

Damn I always cause a crisis

In my Jesus I am righteous

Got no titan but I pilot

Wipe my nose I run my sinus

Like my words inside a silence

My heart shaped just like a minus

Try to preach like I am Titus

My eyes been looking so lifeless

He my lungs got no Bronchitis

Swear my sky is looking violet

I ain't one to like the violence

But I guess I'll die inside it

Shawty eyes look like an iris

Where did it go?

Lost my control

The look in my eyes don't go away

Strengthen myself when I go to pray

Everyday I just stay the same

Pray to God that I'll see some change

I don't wan talk so jus go away

Purple and black and my sky so grey

No more color as I decay

Thinking back life was never great

Great

Never alive so they can't say that I fade

God so good that He bless me thru my pain

Everyone down and I'm always the one to blame

Everyday wake up thinking I'm a mistake