They say police instigating

So the public hate them

Every good cop shadowed by pain

And now the badge feel tainted

Young boy runnin' from a flash he ain't painting

Till he was painted

Brains been rearranged

Looking like fucking lobster marinating

Chalk on the pavement

His mama fainted

News feed always loopin' trauma never saints it's

Sirens singing lullabies right in the ghetto

Echo through the mettle of a mind unsettled

Talk peace but he moving like the devil

Got a clip full of fear and my finger it won't tremble

Youngins runnin' from ghosts following code

Red and blue lights blur when you grow up on that road

Truth always sold

Stay controlled and corroded

Death note of names and my inks running low bitch

It all starts at home

I gotta get to the truth fuck if it's hard to hold

Cuz even if I got blisters when my hands unfold

I'll know I did everything in my power to go towards the road of forgiveness

Bro said conversations a gift and

If you don't try to initiate you'll be sittin'

On your deathbed thinking where the time went all because you spent the ticking

On a ticket

On a one way flight over some burned bridges

Running away I never heard of it

But nothing to say might just be a curse

Or a burden if I wait till they're buried in the earth

And it's just my thoughts and I they stay lurking

It's been hurting my mind

What I've observed but

Who am I to blame when these patterns reoccur

And I don't even take a stand

Like a stan

I ain't quitting till the message in your hands

I got way too many of them when I rap

So you probably couldn't even get them if you asked

Like that what?

Like that hoodie that your ex still has

Dying breed in my city not many last

Curiosity won't kill this Cat

Cuz I be steady wondering where the fuck y'all at

Like where the fuck y'all at