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suicide
Hip-Hop/Rap
suicide was released on December 12, 2025 by DJC RECORDS as a part of the album suicide - Single
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Release DateDecember 12, 2025
LabelDJC RECORDS
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM87

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Derrek Cunningham
Derrek Cunningham
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Derrek Cunningham
Derrek Cunningham
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
TBB
TBB
Engineer
eeryskies
eeryskies
Producer

Lyrics

I heard you're sorry for loving me, and die from all the constant pain
Your life would probably be better off, if I would simply just walk away
Wake up in the morning, put a gun to my head
Nobody really loves me, I just wanna be dead
Nobody really loves me, and it's so clear to see
She never really loved me and there's blood in the seems
What if I just go to bed and die in my sleep
Will anybody care? Will anyone weep
Would anybody care if I tried
At my funeral, would anybody cry
Is there hope? Is there peace? I can't find it
When I'm sad, I just wanna choose violence
The only time I feel the pain is with my knife
Will I feel the pain tonight, when I end my life
Will they care if I leave? You don't believe? Please don't touch me
Say I don't understand. I'm just a young, I'm just a teen
Pull the trigger when I die
I'm just crying, shut my eyes
This is for the stupid lies
Cause if you don't traumatize me
Cause if you don't suicidal
Helped you sit for hours
Waiting for you to come home
I'm just sitting alone
I heard you're sorry for loving me
And die from all the constant pain
Your life would probably be better off
If I would simply just walk away
But listen now
This ain't my story, but maybe yours
This is the perspective of someone's hurt
Let me know you are just so much worth it
You don't got to end it, we can work this
You're searching for love and your discernment
You're just at the bottom of the pit
You think the only way out is just to quit
So you grab the knife, split your wrist
And you cut your throat, and you can't breathe
Begging to God, and now you're on your knees
Saying please, come to me
Suicide, do or die
Suicide, it's do or die
You don't got to kill yourself
You can go and get some help
You don't got in your life
You can go and follow Christ
Try to find peace, nothing gives you hope
Now you're just done, but you're neck and rope
It's okay, tell your demons no
It's okay, tell your demons no
I heard you're sorry for loving me
And died from all the constant pain
Your life would probably be better off
If I would simply just walk away
I heard you're sorry for loving me
And died from all the constant pain
Your life would probably be better off
If I would simply just walk away
Written by: Derrek Cunningham
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