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Different Reality
Rock
Different Reality was released on January 14, 2026 by AAVVID as a part of the album The Life Of A Shadow Volume 4
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Release DateJanuary 14, 2026
LabelAAVVID
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM86

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
ShadowSSphere
ShadowSSphere
Background Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Shadows Sphere
Shadows Sphere
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
ShadowSSphere
ShadowSSphere
Mixing Engineer

Lyrics

That day you said you're done Dropped it like a bomb, walked out the door
Nobody believed you, nobody followed I just thought you didn't mean it anymore
But you left, and every damn day I regret not chasing you
By the time I found you, it was already over
Now I'm stuck here fighting ghosts inside my head
The weight of what is pressing down till I can't breathe
Instead a few nights back, I saw you in a dream
You didn't leave, you fought, you stayed, you lived
And for once I told you I loved you
In a different reality, you're still here
We're breaking rules, laughing through the fear
Late night drives, just chasing down the light
Two brothers alive, in the chaos of life
In a different reality, I don't hear my breath in my head
Like I'm in a war, but somehow still dreaming instead
Your hoodie's still on the chair like you never left
And I see your name carved deep in the walls
Like you're still shouting through these hollow halls
You felt alone in a crowded room
Carried away till it became your doom
Hated yourself for who you were
But brother, you were perfect, didn't you see that hurt
I always pictured someday you'd be in that suit
Straightening my cuffs, laughing like you always used to
In my head, you're my best man right there by my side
But dreaming's the only place where that truth can survive
Cause in the real world now, there's an empty space
A future I imagined with your name in its place
You loved who you loved, and it made you feel wrong
Till the weight of their whispers pulled you under too strong
And now when I think of the day, I might say I do
I feel the ache of knowing it can't be you
In a different reality, you're still here
We're tearing down walls without any fear
Throwing fists, throwing jokes, throwing dreams to the sky
Two brothers alive, never asking why
In a different reality, I don't hear my breath in my head
Like I'm in a war, but somehow still dreaming instead
When he left, you broke inside, I saw it
But I never learned how to pull you right
He said you weren't enough, then walked away
And I should've been there to drag you from that place
You hated yourself for who you loved
Called it a curse instead of something above
But damn it, you were strong, you were real
This world never deserved the weight you had to feel
What if I spoke up that day
What if I told you it's okay
Could I have pulled you back from the edge
Or were you already walking ledge to ledge
In another world, we'd burn the sky
Still brothers, still wild, still defiant
In a different reality, you're still here
Your voice is strong and your heart is clear
We're ripping through the noise, taking what's ours
Two brothers alive, lighting up the dark
In that reality, I don't hear my presence in my head
Like I'm in a war, but somehow still dreaming instead
I love you, man
I always will
But now I'm fighting to keep both of us alive
In this world, you're gone
But in another, you're invincible
Written by: Shadows Sphere
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