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Cussed Out
Rock
Cussed Out was released on January 14, 2026 by AAVVID as a part of the album The Life Of A Shadow Volume 4
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Release DateJanuary 14, 2026
LabelAAVVID
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM78

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
ShadowSSphere
ShadowSSphere
Background Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
ShadowSSphere
ShadowSSphere
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
ShadowSSphere
ShadowSSphere
Mixing Engineer

Lyrics

Oh, he's leading the hardest day of my life He's rambling on again like it's somehow my fault
He's never been the type to play things light So I tug my hands beneath the seat, try not to talk
Lazy, yeah, it's always the same thing He drinks too much, then lets the anger swing
Drinking, cussing, I whisper, please calm down
Raging down, can we talk it out now? We could drive around, try to figure it out
But I'm scared, I'm scared of what's happening now It's more than I can bear, I've always been cussed out
It's like walking on eggshells, waiting for the blow to come
Cause his words knock me down, one by one I try to hide, disappear into the walls
But it's a fight I can't win, trapped in this cage too small
Cussing, please calm down Raging down, can we talk it out now
We could drive around, try to figure it out But I'm scared, I'm scared of what's happening now
It's more than I can bear, I've always been cussed out
What happened to the days when we'd laugh and play Now it's just anger, hurting every day
I miss the dad I once knew, the one who held me tight But he's lost in his demons, swallowed by the night
I pray for a change, for a glimpse of who he was in the past But hope slips through my fingers, nothing ever seems to last
I'm just a kid trying to make it through But it's hard when the one meant to protect you won't
Cussing, please calm down Raging down, we could drive around, try to figure it out
But I'm scared, I'm scared of what's happening now It's more than I can bear, I've always been cussed out
I sit in silence, tears rolling down my face I pray for a miracle, for even the smallest change of pace
But until that day comes, I hold tight to hope as I pray
Dreaming of a brighter tomorrow, where the pain fades away
Thanks for watching
Written by: Shadow Sphere
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