Everything's fine till it isn't, and it all washes out, you blink and the good turns ghost

It hits like dread in a flash flood

Here I go again, sabotage in my bloodstream, rebuild and cave it in

What was me being me, is a crime on repeat. Little quirks get cuffs when I can't find my feet

I'm late, I forget, crack jokes at a wake. I reach for comfort, then hand someone by mistakes

If love is a house, I'm the door off the hinge

I swear I try to fix it, then I kick it in

I know what to do, I've got the map in my head, so why do I stall at the edge

I wanna be better, God, I want it so bad, but want isn't will when I'm scared

Teach me how to hold joy without breaking it. How to say I'm sorry when I'm certain I'm right

I love you hard, but I'm hard to live with. Some days I'm a fight in the mirror at night

If I fuck it up, don't write me off as hopeless. Say you see the man under all this noise

I'm trying

Please believe it, even when my voice destroys

Stand on business or buy my pride

Teach me when to hold the line or hold someone

Count in one, two, drive right through the same shit and expect it to stop

Restart

Restart my whole goddamn life

Patch fhe save file.. same boss fight

I got a son, got a girl, my heart, my home. But I'm terrified, I'll end up alone

Meant to lose or did I learn how to cope?

By calling manipulation hope

Two Wolves two voices, heavy as hell

' You don't deserve shit

' you deserve to be well

How do I know I'm right when I feel I am? When is it apology, mercy, not surrender

How the fuck am I supposed to carry both

Teach me how to hold joy without breaking it. How to say I'm sorry when I'm burning to fight

I love you hard, I'll learn to live with. All my rough edges cutting at night

If I fuck it up, don't leave me in the ruins. Pull me from the noise and let me breathe

I'm trying

God, I'm trying

Please don't ever leave

I don't want to lose you to me. Slash the temple till the shame bleeds clean

I'm not your monster, I'm a man that's tired

Begging this heart to rewire

If I fall again, don't call it a trend

Call it a human asking to mend

I know I'm a storm, you weathered in love. And I'm sorry, for making you prove it so much

If I fall

Don't call it a trend

Call it a human asking to mend

I know I'm a storm, you weathered in love. And I'm sorry for making you prove it so much