My mind can go to a dark place of hypotheticals

Am I preparing for the worst?

Like losing you, or her, or him, or all of them

The ones that I put first

There's a sort of comfort in mapping it out but knowing it's not true

And I can still navigate London and find you

But I don't know what that says about me

That that's my fantasy

I'm just lucky that's the worst I feel

And I know that will change

But right now its real

And I'm happy, happy

So fucking happy, happy

There's a look I get from the people who love me

It's a knowing one finally

Took me some time

But I know what's mine

And that you're all I need

There's a sort of comfort in mapping it out but knowing it's not true

And I can still navigate London and find you

But I don't know what that says about me

That that's my fantasy

I'm just lucky

That you're here

And I know that will change

And that's all I fear

'Cause I'm happy, happy

So fucking happy, happy

I'm so lucky

That's worst I feel

And I know that will change

But thank God it's real

'Cause I'm happy, happy

So fucking happy, happy