I done backslid

I done backslid

Turns out you was cappin

Oh iii-iii-iii

I'm sick and tired

I'm tired of being sick of being sick and tired

I'm sick inside I take prescriptions so I won't be sick and die

The way I feel inside make me wanna say fuck it and just end my life

If you see me cry

It's a sign that I'm m still living so imma be alright

I seen real ones change man these folks so good at being fake when you start to notice change

You'd done been took so many losses damn near put you out the game

Stuck in shock the ones that you the most pain it be your mains

Time effort love and money wasted did it all in vain

Thi-thi-Thi-this shi hit a lil different when you thinking about back then

Thinking you was real turning fake I had your back then

Thinking you just had fucked up ways so I let you back in

Back was against the wall me and my thoughts I was backed in

Now you overusing drugs to numb more pain cause you done backslid

Out your mouth you said I love you turns out you was cappin

Lord whyyyyyy oh iiiiii

I ask god to take this pain away but people pray to see my rainy days

You start to shine when you grind before I quit it's gone be hell to pay

Haters wanna see you win supporters wanna see fall

Life is reversed uno people ain't who they say they are at all

Love is hate and hate is love

Real is fake and fake is real

**** said I wouldn't make it

I said yes tf I will

I'm gon keep on putting my pain on these beats

I always fed my dawgs they watched me starve shit now it's time to eat

I'm gon shine and that's on god I put that shit on me

I make music 24/7 you won't ever catch me sleep

I beat my shi imma ape never seen goats these miggas sheep

**** plotting on success

These **** creep an **** I peep

The fact you wasn't my dawg

These **** hiding under the sheets

Kkk an **** the shame so I walk around with a ski

And I put that shit on me

On meeee