Now sometimes I feel like I was born with a leak

And any goodness I started with just slowly spilled out of me and now it's all gone

And I'll never get it back in me

It's too late

Life is a series of closing doors, isn't it

I have nothing to show for the life that I've lived

And I have nobody in my life who's better off for having known me

That isn't true

Isn't it though

You know, I always thought that when this happened, I would feel something

I don't know what, but something

But I don't feel anything

What's wrong with me

I don't understand anything

I am in pain

No, I get that

All the time

My whole life

And you have no idea

So I'm sorry that you had one bad experience with my mom

But I have been in pain my whole life

I'm sorry

You know me better than anybody

And you can't not be a part of my life

Project, I can't wait for you to be better

I need you in my life

Really

You're the biggest asshole I know

And you're the only thing that makes sense to me