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writing from the bottom..
Hip-Hop/Rap
writing from the bottom.. was released on January 11, 2026 by killtworld as a part of the album primrose.
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Release DateJanuary 11, 2026
Labelkilltworld
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM89

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
DIVNIT
DIVNIT
Rap
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jayden Shaw
Jayden Shaw
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
DIVNIT
DIVNIT
Engineer
girlcumbaptism
girlcumbaptism
Producer

Lyrics

Think about my mental problems, all the trauma I've to cope
It's really getting bothersome, feels like I'm shriveled in the water
Drowning in the bottle, watched my father overdose
And still ain't even address the problem,
Feels like I been left without a hope, I'm really struggling,
My future leave me tumbling,
I think 'bout winning, filling in the gaps inside my judgement,
Still I sin again, and sin again, but kept in touch with all my feelings,
On this hill again, can't think 'bout when's the last time I ain't struggled wit it,
Cuz I been thinkin bout my fall to arms, and,
When I was little, I was told "don't think about your heart",
And basically I feel like now I'm older and I hate my problems,
Maybe its just better off to hope that it don't cause more hardship, uh
Think about my mental problems, all the trauma I've to cope
It's really getting bothersome, feels like I'm shriveled in the water
Drowning in the bottle, watched my father overdose
And still ain't even address the problem,
When my brother died, it felt like it was my fault,
"Shoulda seen the signs," it left me with a tear
Inside my heart and mind, I thought 'bout life,
I felt that I should up and die, but then I found a passion,
Now I write away my feelings from my heart, but still I feel regardless,
Think about my broken heart, it,
Feels like I dug myself a hole, and now I can't crawl out
You pull me out and string me by a rope, and now I'm limp and lifeless,
Hate the way I can't control my ghosts, I'm never one to fail, but,
Lately I been feeling colder and my mind in Hell,
Think about my mental problems, all the trauma I've to cope
It's really getting bothersome, feels like I'm shriveled in the water
Drowning in the bottle, watched my father overdose
And still ain't even address the problem, uh
Written by: Jayden Shaw
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