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Grudges
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Grudges was released on December 19, 2025 by Calenhad Records as a part of the album where we left off - EP
ReleasedDecember 19, 2025
LabelCalenhad Records
LanguageEnglish
BPM104
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Music Video

Music Video

Lyrics

Guess this means that I'm just glue
For everyone who never wanted to stick around
Don't know why I always let
Everyone else in my life keep
Bringing me down
And I know I forced myself into the center of it all
Cause I didn't want to be left out
So am I allowed to pity myself for
The situation that I find myself in now
Now I'm sitting here again
Just waiting for someone else
To make a choice
About where I'll be
Five years down the road
Do I ever even get to be happy
And I know I forced myself into the center of it all
Cause I didn't want to be left out
But I did it on the understanding
That you'd have the decency
To stick around
And not leave me wondering why you gave it up
Don't know why it always ends like this
I give you every chance to try again
And you treat me like I don't even exist
And I know my friends are done with you for the things you did to me
You took up all of my time
I spent so long focusing on letting go
That holding grudges would just be foreign to me
And I know I should be done with you for the shit you did to me
You took a damn toll on my mind
But I spent so long focusing on letting go
That holding grudges would just be foreign to me
Written by: Evan Ciejka, Leah Nichole Kareta

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