Took me a minute to find out who I wanna be

I recognize it took a while

I never wanted help

Relying on myself

But failed after every trial

God offered me His assistance

But that ain't the number I wanna dial

Gotta find out how to start again

gotta find out how to reconcile

Just keep swimming, but I think I'll forget how

Hit with a wave of reality, feels like I'm gonna drown

I've been treading water for weeks in the river of denial

I've been dreading talking I'm weak, what's gonna come out my mouth

I can't even show my teeth, not happy with the smile

I can't even peak at the peak, I'm too far down

I can't even be confused, I know why they raise a brow

I can't even peel back the mess I'm in, help me get out

Change my perspective somehow, what better time than now

I wanna ask Him to show me how to be the one He would leave for no matter the the crowd

I wanna ask Him to show me the strength that He found in the Lord to wear thorns as a crown

Why'd He let sinners keep roaming around

I wanna ask Him how He remains king no matter the sound

Took me a minute to find out who I wanna be

I recognize it took a while

I never wanted help

Relying on myself

But failed after every trial

God offered me His assistance

Now He's who I have on speed dial

I'll find healing cause I start again

I'll find healing cause I-

Reconciliation take more patience than hospitals in dangerous towns

Only as scary as you make it, I fear no evil, cause I know the devil a clown

Won't stay in satan's cycle, hop off a high horse in this merry-go-round

Wanna play us like a game but we level up getting to the next round

We stand on victory's ground

No person, place, or thing can stop the renown

I remember, when I was lost, didn't think I would ever be found

But I been tied to the will of the Lord

Taking leaps up the stairway to Heaven

Cause He said "I'm bound"

I'm trynna buy some time before I see the judge

But God been clocking my whole lifestyle

I'm trynna buy the whole store, and what He has in it, but I can't get out of this aisle

I might bite, howl, growl

Turn me to a monster, so foul

Gotta take my strike, give you a free throw, take penalties, I shall

Give it to the one above, don't doubt

He has many names but I've called Him my friend for a while

Reconcile