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Fractal Mind
Metal
Fractal Mind was released on December 21, 2025 by BreVos Music as a part of the album Storm Within
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Release DateDecember 21, 2025
LabelBreVos Music
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM77

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Eelko de Vos
Eelko de Vos
Other Instrument
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Eelko de Vos
Eelko de Vos
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Eelko de Vos
Eelko de Vos
Producer

Lyrics

My brain's a house of mirrors, every thought reflects a crime
I imagine every worst case fifty thousand times
You touch my hand, I think I'll snap and hurt the one I love
Then I wash my guilty fingers 'til the skin comes off
The things I never wanted play on loops behind my eyes
My morals scream in protest; my stomach knots in lies
You say "just stop thinking that," like it's a normal stream
You don't see the way it fractures every safe and simple dream
I am not the thoughts I fear; I am the one who breaks
Under the weight of fantasies that I would never wake
If you knew the hell I walk through just to hold your gaze
You'd see I'm not a monster, I'm a mind set ablaze
In this fractal mind, every doubt repeats
Spirals into patterns at my shaking feet
If I ask you for assurance one more endless night
Hold my hand through the uncertainty instead of turning on the light
I lock the door three times, then go back just to be sure
That I didn't hurt somebody, that the lock is really pure
I trace the same confession in the cracks along the sink
Beg forgiveness from a silence that refuses still to blink
You say I'm being selfish, stuck inside my own distress
But I'm terrified my broken brain could ever make a mess
Of everything I treasure, everyone I'd die to save
So I bargain with the shadows like a voluntary slave
If you sit here while I'm shaking, don't confirm each fear is real
Help me lean into the doubt and let the panic heal
Don't feed the hungry monster with a hundred "it's okay"
Help me starve it with acceptance 'til it slowly fades away
In this fractal mind, every doubt repeats
Spirals into patterns at my shaking feet
If I ask you for assurance one more endless night
Hold my hand through the uncertainty instead of turning on the light
I'll learn to let the thought just be
Unanswered, floating over me
You don't have to take it from my hands
Just stand beside me while it lands
I am not my obsessions
I am not my disease
I'm the one who keeps on fighting
For a moment's gentle peace
In this fractal mind, I will walk these streets
Let the doubts keep echoing without bowing to their beats
If I shake but still move forward, if I feel but still don't break
Know your patient, quiet presence is the anchor that I take
Written by: Eelko de Vos
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