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double bookkeeping
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double bookkeeping was released on December 20, 2025 by Delusional Souls Productions as a part of the album my mind is gone
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Release DateDecember 20, 2025
LabelDelusional Souls Productions
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM89

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Altered Cartographer
Altered Cartographer
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jacob Ansari
Jacob Ansari
Songwriter
Ansel Ansari
Ansel Ansari
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
LethalNeedle
LethalNeedle
Producer

Lyrics

I be double bookkeeping my life but I ain't no librarian
The infinite I be starin' in
The rock I stand on be wearin' thin
But I still wear this grin
Okay lets take it back
I be double bookkeeping my life but I ain't no librarian
Look I can't feed my sight so those photons I bury em'
No eyes on me
Cause I'm the variant
The chosen with no chariot
I'm soakin' in the candle light
But this veil of darkness I be wearing it
These realities I live in are wearing thin
Like this earth called a rock
There's no building from the blocks
There's no feeling you can stop
That can match time gone wrong
But these feelings be so raw
Ultraviolet making me feel like I'm Ra
I'll consume your retinas down to what I saw
Bow down before they be sending us
I'm an astral a master who's faster
Than paint stained splatter
On the hat of the mad hatter
Still sad from the chatter the creatures have bantered
Within the wrinkle of spacetime shattered
But I'm convinced it's just worn and tattered
Like a flag on land
Drag your own hands
Listen here and listen clear
I ain't no man
I don't associate with your structure
No existence with the genders
You defend your pride but I take the punctures
Thick scar is a blunder
The lesser your reality is is a wonder
What can you do over this summer
You ain't no swimmer or runner
Alone and stoned hunkered
In a void with the noise covered
This song will float in the abyss within a star under
Consuming and presuming that I can zoom in
By proving that the news ain't tuning
To the voyager too close to this solar system
The solar mare has risen
So I ride over the walls of this prison
Until they come down from my fission
I always feel like I'm on a mission
From the universe and beyond
I need to save everyone because I can't save anyone
I have brought a message from the edge
It keeps telling me to go to bed
So I can understand our hour of fate straight from my head
The light shall perish
The beings that cherish
Themselves oh they're so selfish
A veil in the rain
Can still get worn from the blue stains
I ain't got no curtain for certain
Through new pain working the tides of hurtin'
This wordin' can't convey workin brain cells burnin'
From the singularities mergin'
So what I gotta do?
Deal with this culture who satisfies the vultures
Who has the masses in their holsters
A fingernail on the button
We're the hunt and the hunted
In the end we'll all be running to an end
Where there will be no money to comfort the force softly
Isn't that funny?
We would rather kill the bees than the honey
No birds singing in the morning sunny
These days of existence has gone runny
The light shall fall from the sky
Soon we will all die
So don't tell me that I don't try
You stick with your culture and their lies
Why do you even defy?
Why do I even defy?
Let me tell you why
I'm just a man who can't see
The lives that exist within me
I want to finish school
Start a career and get along with this culture
I don't want to be incompetent to my peers and not be holstered
I can barely live with these symptoms
I've already accepted that living in this prison is my mission
My own brain is a system
Most of the time I'm gone missin'
But I feel the chaos that has risen
It wants me to do the impossible
As if living another day is possible
I'm hanging on the thread of reality and psychosis
I gotta take into account every belief my minds amounts
Reconcile the truths that I can never count
I just want to live life in peace
And not care so much about what this life can teach
I feel the weight of a thousand lives but I know it ain't true
Even saying that makes my mind want to split in two
But I really hope it doesn't show in this booth
If the void was a color it would be blue
Double with red then it'd be the truth
I be double bookkeeping my life but I ain't no librarian
The infinite I be starin' in
The rock I stand on be wearin' thin
But I still wear this grin
Written by: Ansel Ansari, Jacob Ansari
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