Uh, the words spinning is agile

I move and study, I'm a tactile

Learning the environment around me, fragile

I need a foundation on this solid ground

Cross the black isle you'll see a lowly Jezebel taking a nap while

You scour through her belongings in search for a map file

To find her lost treasures when it's really just a mirror

And lies a laced black and mild, will you smoke or will you intake your problems

That's what I went through in high school as a black child

You know how it felt to be hurt by eyes of the ignorant? I was in my last mile

Then came a heartbreak that I still can't process because she seemed so relaxed while

She was intaking his presence, physically

I felt like I was 100 stories in the air stepping on a sea of glass tiles

Beyond eggs shells, puppy love seemed so real back then

But puppies get older, the sun goes down, the moon comes out

Heart moving in ragtime, Dizzy Gilepse in the corner smoking that same black and mild

And that was just Mariah, I still one day wanna see her at my shows

But there goes my self-worth, along with that map file

Skye, you cheated on me before I did but we still wrong

You lost hope yet I had no will to keep going on

We broke us down together but you broke me down in pieces

To hear you say "gabbie baby" one my time would solve a lot of problems in my mind

But you went to a worst ****, a lost man with new lows

Then another **** with new highs but still new lows

And Robin, you deeper than I ever could've imagined

I said when things work out, come back to me and you went to that same ****

After all my support and joy for you, you stood on it, you a deep ****

Don't do nothing reckless, the chaos doesn't choose you

So don't let it consume you, Jezebel

Esto

Sometimes I barely look in the mirror

Just a few glances within the years

I found myself in the darkest places

I could tolerate it with you near

She yelled to me her red flags, despite the volume still I couldn't hear

Color blind, you were so clear

You were like high beams to a deer

I could hold you to the highest regard, it still wouldn't patch or cover up the scars

From my view, you were falling apart

At that time I was finally caught

Had to pick myself up with my hands

Met the devil, she gave me a dance

You were real, but the feelings were, uh

I just noticed a little late

In all the wrong ways, we relate

I got lost in your presence, soon as I met you, my foot hovering over the brakes

Spent some years on a month and some weeks

She fell in love with a high and relief

I grew a crush through her vibe, and physique

You gotta number of tasks, that could use your attention, but you'd rather lie up with me

Typical

I want a love more than physical

I got your heart, you my rock, why you go and turn mine into minerals

Feel like I took my time and got into you

Next thing you know, I'm tryna get rid of you

It ain't even a struggle, to get you outside of my mind but the peace comes in intervals

Jezebel

I'm stuck to you like Elmer's

I can't help it, I'm stupid n selfless

You ain't different than any girl I've dealt with