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Reap
album cover
Reap was released on December 31, 2025 by Yellow Vest Records as a part of the album Reap - Single
ReleasedDecember 31, 2025
LabelYellow Vest Records
LanguageEnglish
BPM120
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

I'm off in the distance, yeah I'm somewhere else
Fighting an illness, the hand I've been dealt
Unseen to others and it can't be helped
Hopeless, abandoned, a world to myself
I
Needed your help
But I am too far from the place you reside in
Your efforts fell short while I was still trying
Choke back the tears, reflections get violent
Oh no (oh oh)
Painful self beliefs
Every breath I breathe
Hold and then release
I'll dissolve, you'll wish me the best
You never called, so I got the message
Shaky hands on the corner of your bed
Never wanted this to end
Yeah, but I don't wanna talk to you
I feel like I'm talking to someone else
Accosted
How you stand across from me and tell me your exhausted?
I'm counting up my losses
You're just another one, it's becoming so daunting
The way you look right through me
I'm standing right here, why can't you see that?
Leave fast, take it all, make me react
Well I can't be that
I can't be that
Watch the pain go, air's cold, as the wind blows
Send it as a note with the hope that I can be known
Prayers go up like cigarette smoke, it's a signal
I'll just take it slow and see
Internal dissections so I can learn lessons and deal with the fact I'm alone
Uh
Dealing with questions that I ask in sessions 'cause I always jump to throw stones
Uh
Aiming it my way, doing it for my sake
Misguided expectations rotting my brain
A world to myself and a place that I'm safe
Building a haven that can shield when it rains
Do you finally find the silence comforting like me?
I'm unchained and changing tides
For the chance to breathe
I'll come up on the other side
Feeling like I'm free
The hypertension, I was stressing
Helped me finally learn my lesson
Well I can't regret what I never got to be
I can't be that
Oh, you took the chance from me
Ties I'm cutting off
Now there's nothing to stop me grinding my teeth
I finally dream when I sleep
From your decision I reap
Written by: Carson Bodie, Garrett Schnabel

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