album cover
spiral
album cover
spiral was released on December 25, 2025 by dramaticxsilence as a part of the album orbit
Albumorbit
December 25, 2025
Labeldramaticxsilence
LanguageEnglish
BPM173
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

Why on Earth was I guided to you?
And why does my heart feel like
It's beating for two
Which part of your story is true?
I deserve better, what did I do?
I didn't have a clue, so
I hung upside down to change my view
And it flipped the world I thought I knew
If you're to blame, then I am, too
I'm really lost right now
I'm prone to confusion, it eats me alive
My mind is against me
It wants me to die
I never had anyone and
I don't understand why
It could be my standards are set really high
But I'll never settle for less
I never get any rest
You're with me in my dreams
But I'm not me in my dreams
I'm the nightmare that lingers between
Us
I can taste your absence when I wake up
Every day I sit next to a pile of dust
And I never get any rest
When is the last time I slept?
I'm tired
Of trying my best
This isn't illness, it's grief and stress
It's earning more, yet having less
I can't be handed another test
I'm not left
With answers, only guesses
What am I doing here?
How can a place hold so much hate
But still have so much love?
I've heard of balance
Of yin and yang
Above, below
A loud big bang
The future, past, everywhere
Everything, thriving, part of a pair
Pressure, physics, gravity
Shooting stars and galaxies
Quasars, wormholes, meteors
Still infinite worlds unexplored
Cycles of life and death
Old beginnings leading to new ends
A snake eating itself
That's real wealth
Value isn't found in paper or coin
It's not anything you can sell
Nor a hand you're dealt
Value can only be felt
Value is love
It doesn't just live in our cells
We get to take it with us
Forever
Written by: Jenna Lindinger
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