Most of my life I lived in doubt

Im not even sure if I even deserve a crown

When I gain respect

I end up losing friends

Well now I think you need an attitude adjustment

Hard to earn some trust

When you're known to blow up

My blood pressure rises

Sweat drips over my eyelids

Pill prescriptions for the demon thats inside him

Moment he goes off then that's a sin

Where do I even begin?

Keep him under control

Any moment I could explode

This is why you're alone

Like walking on egg shells

Whenever you're home

Scared to the point they fear you the most

The fear you might attack and break their bones

They pull out their phones

Recording bout to get low

They don't wanna miss anything

So give them a show

You know it's gonna happen

So don't pretend or else you'll be acting

To yourself and your new reactions

I could give you a short description

Of what it's like to be alone

Pull up a chair and listen close

You ever hear the voices in your head?

Don't think what I'm saying is real?

I aint playing pretend so let's begin

A new chapter from deep within

Let's get a bit personal towards the world

I'm calling out to every boy and girl

Let's strap up again I'm loading the bullets

Gotta empty my thoughts can no longer hold em

We've been dealt a life like a deck of cards

Gotta play it right since the very start

Got a few who gonna go up and judge

You but only you can judge your own heart

Choose if you wanna be the joker or smoker

Choose if you wanna become the holder

Putting your own life in your hands as well as everyone else's times getting older

But the more I think the more I remember

A boy who back in December who had a dream in changing his life but soon came the hate

Let's all go slower

In our own thoughts we are all aiming a gun infront of each other

The feeling of revenge hatred anger surely feels like no other

I hate to become a storyteller

But clearly the world became dumber

Shooting up schools like it's a piece of cake

Just because someone made fun of a name

In which they just could not take and now they be marking up graves

If I was given the gun back then

I would've went off on over a thousand of people who I could not handle but thank God for my change I unraveled

When I went into the studio it was a calling

I heard it all

Met a producer who helped me out during my change

Going into that booth I knew it was my time

To find some rhymes so thank you Mike

Year going by I'm still spitting into the mic

People saying how my rap career gonna die

Well I took the challenge and I took a stride

To go off with a hard song back in You And I

People heard the message it was a lesson

To teach and to preach about things in life

But now I realize that I can easily Jeopardize

My music if I say something wrong

WHY?!

Are people nowadays filled with judgement

WHY?!

Are we just doing this for advice and consent?

Sorry!

Had to fit a line like we do just for content

All these actions are making me confused

As I walk through my life I read the news

But the world still ain't got a clue

On how things work nowadays

If you wanna say something save it till you're home

If you wanna do something just be ready to know

What the outcome will be but half the time in the actions you pursue will only explode

A ticking time bomb towards another person

But you don't know if that person be learning

What you been planning that's why I'm here

Time to make a point making myself clear

Music raised me more than my parents did

That's a hard line but it will always hit

Me to realize that I aint gonna make it big

I've opened up a fraction of my mind in that last album but I'll open up a book of facts

Theres no time to relax cause this here-

This here is REFLEX