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NOT HERE

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Hip-Hop/Rap

NOT HERE was released on December 27, 2025 by TmacRecords as a part of the album NOT HERE - Single

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I'm not tryna die

I just I don't wanna be here right now

Woke up this morning didn't wanna be awake

Not in a dark way just needed a break

From being inside this head inside this skin

From the noise that won't stop the thoughts that won't end

I'm not on a ledge I'm just tired of my mind

Tired of pretending that I'm doing fine

I don't wanna hurt myself that's not the point

I just wanna disappear I wanna be a ghost

Not forever just for now

Need to breathe but don't know how

I don't wanna die

I'm just not here

Somewhere in between

Existing and disappeared

I don't wanna die

I just need a pause

Tired of being me

Tired of the cause

I'm not here

I'm not here

Body in the room but I

I'm not here

People say it gets better I believe that it's true

But what about the middle where you're barely getting through

When you're not in crisis but you're not okay

When you're just surviving every single day

Smile at the cashier laugh at the joke

Holding my breath til I'm ready to choke

I don't need a hotline I'm not at that place

I just need permission to not show my face

Not forever just for now

Need to breathe but don't know how

I don't wanna die

I'm just not here

Somewhere in between

Existing and disappeared

I don't wanna die

I just need a pause

Tired of being me

Tired of the cause

I'm not here

I'm not here

Body in the room but I

I'm not here

Is there a word for what I feel

Too tired to fake it too scared to heal

Not broken enough to ask for help

Just stuck inside a version of myself

That doesn't wanna do this anymore

But doesn't wanna walk out the door

Just wants to close my eyes and drift

Somewhere quiet somewhere safe

Somewhere I don't have to exist

I don't wanna die

I'm just not here

Somewhere in between

Existing and disappeared

I don't wanna die

I just need a pause

Tired of being me

Tired of the cause

I'm still here

I'm still here

Barely in the room but I'm

I'm still here

I'm still here

Written by: Tyler McGrath

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