I'm down from the pain, I'm high off hope Tears in the rain, I learned how to cope

Smoke in my lungs, but faith in my veins We dance with the drugs just to hide from the flames

Angels fall when the sirens cry Pray for peace while the bullets fly

If I lose myself tonight, you know I was fighting a war you'll never know

Purse in my pocket, demons in my head Mama keep praying, streets want me dead

Friends turn ghosts, I talk to the past Every night feel like it might be my last

Came from the bottom, stomach was empty Dreams so heavy, pressure against me

Love got scars, trust got cracks I smile in public, cry in the trap

They won't hear the shots in my mind They don't see the blood in my eyes

I'm down from the pain, I'm high off hope Tears in the rain, I learned how to cope

Smoke in my lungs, but faith in my veins We dance with the drugs just to hide from the flames

Angels fall when the sirens cry Pray for peace while the bullets fly

If I lose myself tonight, you know I was fighting a war you'll never know

War in the streets and war in my soul Pills make me feel like I'm losing control

Money don't fix what's broken inside Gold on my neck, but I'm dead inside

Brother got booked, another got killed We know more the pain with a prescription filled

Tryna stay sane, tryna stay clean But nightmares louder than my dreams

Tomorrow don't come, remember my name I love too hard in a world full of pain

Hands to the sky while I'm stuck in the storm Tryna stay where the heart's all cold

I've seen angels bleed on these broken roads Lost my innocence, but I still got hope

If I fade away in the pouring rain Just know I fought through the drugs and the pain

War in my mind, but peace in my dreams Still chasing light through the cracks in the seams

Hope still breathes, even in war, I'm still knocking I'm still knocking

Heaven's door