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Blackout
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R&B/Soul
Blackout was released on January 9, 2026 by Haru Muzic as a part of the album Only for now
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Release DateJanuary 9, 2026
LabelHaru Muzic
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM95

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Sun-Il Kim
Sun-Il Kim
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Kim Sunil
Kim Sunil
Executive Producer

Lyrics

Lights went out
Not all at once
Just enough to stop pretending
Bar still buzzing, phones still glowing
But I'm somewhere else entirely
You're talking, I'm nodding
Missing half the story
My glass is sweating on the table
So am I
I didn't drink too much
I just checked out
Funny how quiet gets loud
When you don't feel like being seen
Blackout
Not from the liquor
From the moment
I stopped trying
Blackout
Room full of people
But my head's gone
Somewhere private
I didn't fall
I phased out
That's my version of a blackout
I've learned how to stay upright
Even when I'm not present
Smile on cue
Disappear in increments
You think I'm calm
You think I'm cool
I just know when to pull the plug
Before I say something true
This isn't rock bottom
It's selective silence
Blackout
Cut the signal
Mid-sentence
Mid-feeling
Blackout
Not dramatic
Just me choosing
Not to be in it
No mess
No scene
Just me going dark
In between
I used to call this coping
Now I call it control
Knowing when to step back
Before I lose the hold
Some nights aren't meant
To be remembered
Some versions of me
Don't need witnesses
I'll come back when I'm ready
When my thoughts line up
This isn't running
It's a pause button
I trust
So if you didn't notice
When I slipped out
That's fine
It wasn't a breakdown
It was a blackout
Written by: Sun-Il Kim
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