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Still Here
Hip-Hop/Rap
Still Here was released on January 2, 2026 by 11142500 Records DK as a part of the album Heavy Load
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Release DateJanuary 2, 2026
Label11142500 Records DK
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM77

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Reezzie
Reezzie
Rap
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Ryota Okabe
Ryota Okabe
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Reezzie
Reezzie
Producer

Lyrics

I ain't chasin' pain, it just pulls up on me
Like it knows every spot where I hide and breathe
I got older, learned how to keep shit low
How to laugh in public, break down alone
I don't snap like before, don't lose my cool
But my head still loud when the room get still
Got my bills paid, fridge full, lights on
Still wide awake when the night drag on
They say I changed, say I'm movin' right
Say I look better, say I'm livin' life
But they don't hear my thoughts when the door shuts
They don't see the war when it's just us
I fixed bad habits, beat some demons
Still don't trust my peace when I feel it
I learned the signs, learned how it goes
Still can't shut my fuckin' mind when I'm alone
I see it comin', yeah I know the pattern
Same old damage, just a different chapter
I cleaned my act, I played my part
Still carry weight that sit on my heart
I know better now, but I'm still here
Same dark room every fuckin' year
I move forward, still feel behind
Changed my life, didn't change my mind
I know better now, yeah that's facts
Still feel lost like I'm runnin' it back
I'm still breathin', still alive
Just don't feel like I'm on my side
I don't flex for the 'Gram, don't front for the crowd
I been tired as fuck, just quiet about it now
I seen highs, seen lows, both feel the same
Different scenery, same old pain
I had money in my pocket, nothing on my plate
Had food on the table, still felt empty as hell
Learned real quick you can't buy rest
You can buy silence, but your thoughts still yell
They say "stay positive", say "it'll pass"
But this shit move slow, yeah it move in laps
Every time I think I finally broke free
It circle back and it sittin' next to me
I don't need saving, don't need advice
Just want one night where my head stay quiet
If this peace, I don't recognize
Feels like I learned how to survive inside
That's the fucked-up part, I'm self-aware
I know what it is, I know it's there
I can break it down, explain my pain
Still can't shut the fuck up voice in my brain
I know better now, but I'm still here
Same dark room every fuckin' year
I move forward, still feel behind
Changed my life, didn't change my mind
I know better now, yeah that's facts
Still feel lost like I'm runnin' it back
I'm still breathin', still alive
Just don't feel like I'm on my side
Maybe this just how I'm built
Maybe growth don't erase the guilt
I ain't hopeless, I ain't done
Just tired of fightin' what I can't outrun
I know better now, but I'm still here
Still fightin' thoughts I can't make disappear
If this is life, I'll face it clear
Just don't tell me "at least you're better now"
Yeah…
I know better now
Still here though
Written by: Ryota Okabe
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