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The Aftermath
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Electronica
The Aftermath was released on January 30, 2026 by 7986377 Records DK as a part of the album The Aftermath - Single
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Release DateJanuary 30, 2026
Label7986377 Records DK
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM100

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Derya Turan
Derya Turan
Synthesizer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Derya Turan
Derya Turan
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Derya Turan
Derya Turan
Producer

Lyrics

I learned how to disappear
In the center of your light
I practiced devotion carefully
And called it being right
You spoke in quiet warnings
I answered much too late
I let the moment pass me by
Then watched it change its shape
I mistook your patience
For something I could bend
I treated love like borrowed time
I never meant to spend
I kept my hands in shadow
I kept my meaning blurred
I named it distance
When what it was, was fear
Every truth I swallowed
Learned how to breathe alone
Now it echoes in the silence
I created on my own
I wanted control, not devotion
I wanted the fire, never the burn
Now I'm left with the memory
Of what I refused to return
I wanted desire without danger
Your body, not your pain
Now I'm standing in the aftermath
Calling your name in the rain
Your ghost still walks beside me
In rooms I trusted most
I reach for something solid
But touch is only close
You taught me how to lose you
Without learning how to stay
I learned the cost of leaving
By watching you walk away
I won't ask for forgiveness
I don't deserve release
I'll carry what I broke in you
And wear it like belief
Written by: Derya Turan
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