I'd rather stay at home, thanks for the offer though

The one I never even got, the one that feels like endless shots

I'd rather be alone, thanks for checkin' in

That's if check in means hurt my feelings, cause you do a lotta that

It's my fault though, Its what I get for letting my guard down

Don't want apologies now, you're cool, it's cool

I'll stay in my bubble, no possible struggle

And when i'm breathing gotta put my mind in the future

When I'm laughing and having fun, remind myself to not connect with 'em and keep my brain in the future

So that my head and heart stay intact, and when things get messy, I just won't react

So in the future I don't have to say these words again

Future, different mindset then where I'm in

Future, in one day, one year or 10

Future, I'll be better than I've ever been

Won't stop smilin' in the future

We'll forget we even knew 'em

Future, future, i'll be sighin' "future"

It's why i'm so selective, why I keep to myself

Where theres love there is heartbreak

Where there's Heaven there's Hell

What's up it must come down

"What's up?" not doing well

How will I evolve, can't walk without overthinkings why i'd rather stay at home, but then again, I'd rather not

Need people to make me feel important cause I've seamed to forgot the way I operate without others

Worst thing I've ever done was make friends

Trying so hard to get in their mind, meanwhile, i lost mine

Then try to claim something that was never mine

Anxiety give me my peace back, cause it's mine

I don't belong here

Gotta put my head in the future before I tell someone i love them

Future, I can say "at least I didn't love them"

Future, look back and feel a sense of zen

"Mistakes help you grow" well, too bad I'm scared of them