Teabag mountain piling up in the kitchen

And there’s slugs in the cupboard

I wish I was exaggerating

There’s mould in my brain and the bathroom walls and the floors and the ceiling and the drains

I’m sorry I ruined our fun last night

‘Cause I cried in the club and the taxi ride

I’m sorry I feel so bad all the time

And I don’t wanna get out of bed

Sweat dripping down my skin

Brittle skeleton

Blood in the bath water again

Graveyard nightmares

Phantom fighters

Pass me a lighter

I can’t smoke like i used to

I can’t drink but I do

I can’t breathe out, breathe in

I can’t breathe out, breathe in.

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I wanna be big

I wanna be brave

I wanna grow old

I wanna feel safe

I wanna get up

I wanna make love

I wanna feel things

I wanna be tough!

I wanna try harder

I wanna have time

I wanna lie down

I wanna feel fine

I wanna breathe in

I wanna breathe out

I wanna make noise

I wanna be loud!

I wanna like my body

I wanna like my mind

I wanna be like you

I wanna be kind

I wanna be soft

I wanna be seen

I wanna get drunk

I wanna be mean

I wanna be alone

I wanna be with you

I wanna go out

But I wanna stay home

I don’t want slugs in the cupboard

I don’t want slugs in the cupboard

I don’t want slugs in the cupboard

I don’t want slugs in the cupboard!

Slugs in the cupboard

Slugs in the cupboard

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I don’t want slugs in the cupboard

I don’t want slugs in the cupboard

I don’t want slugs in the cupboard

I don’t want slugs in the cupboard

I don’t want slugs in the cupboard

I don’t want slugs in the cupboard

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