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Still Here Somehow
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Electronic
Still Here Somehow was released on February 20, 2026 by Fifty Five Music Group as a part of the album Open Wounds
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Release DateFebruary 20, 2026
LabelFifty Five Music Group
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM68

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
SHNE
SHNE
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
John Milton
John Milton
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
SHNE
SHNE
Producer

Lyrics

I don't wanna die, I just wanna feel okay
I've been fighting things that won't go
Way to say he's better, I'm still waiting on proof
I'm tired of surviving, tired of telling the truth
I don't wanna die, I just want the pain to slow
I've been screaming quietly
Nobody knows if I make it through the night
That's a win, I'm still here somehow, yeah
I'm still in it
I wake up every day already tired
Heart full of weight, mind on fire
I smile so they think I'm fine
But I've been losing myself with time
I got friends, got money, got fame
Still feel empty, still feel the same
Everybody thinks I'm living the dream
But nightmares live inside of me
They say reach out, but when I do
I feel like a problem, they don't wanna move
I don't wanna die, I just wanna feel okay
I've been fighting demons that won't go
Way to say he's better, I'm still waiting on proof
I'm tired of surviving, tired of telling the truth
I don't wanna die, I just want the pain to slow
I've been screaming quietly
Nobody knows if I make it through the night
That's a win, I'm still here somehow, yeah
I'm still in it
I've been losing sleep to my own thoughts
Every word, it feels like a gunshot
I tell myself just one more day
Like hope is something I can't fake
I don't want sympathy or a cure
I just want peace, so I'm pure
I'm not suicidal, I'm exhausted
Make difference but nobody talks it
I don't mean saving any space
For the war that lives in my brain
I don't wanna die, I just wanna feel okay
I've been fighting demons, I won't go
Way to say he's better, I'm still waiting on proof
I'm tired of surviving, tired of telling the truth
I don't wanna die, I just want the pain to slow
I've been screaming quietly
Nobody knows if I make it through the night
That's a win, I'm still here somehow, yeah
I'm still in it
If I disappear, don't call it fate
I've been asking for help, just too late
I don't wanna be a hell of an ape
I just want freedom inside my brain
I promise I'm sure I need it when I'm numb
Every breath feels like a loaded gun
But if tomorrow sees my face
That means I want another day
I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die, I just wanna heal
I wanna wake up and actually feel
I don't need heaven, I need relief
I need a moment where I can breathe
I don't wanna die, I just want a Sunday
I'll be setting a waste to me
I'll make it through the night, yeah
I'm still here somehow, yeah, I'm still in it
I'm still in it
Even I don't know why
Written by: John Milton
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