Often I, I sit, and yearn

I am one cause I am one. Left hand get a and one

I'll jam on everyone. Put your hands up for a slam dunk

Anytime I drop a song it's meant to pop

Ask how I'm ahead, do what I can, but I just never stop

I get so ahead of my damn self, but now I just let it rock

They don't give a damn bout what I am, but I'm ahead of y'all, I'll hear them out

I'm here with my hands tied, gambling with my damn life

Hoping that it pans bright, I'm trying to get my bands right

Where did I go wrong

Pop it till I can't no more. Orange coupe cantaloupe, never stop

I don't care if they understand, I'm not understandable

Man, I heard what you said and it's unbearable

I've been trying for so long that I'm gone bury it

I've been locking, running beats, I got my stamina back

I can't tell you how it feels, but I'm just never relaxed

And I just hope that you can see me one day

Doing shit I never could before, never stop

I'm not sure if I could even give you more

I feel terrible, but I've seen this shit before

Moving like I'm feral, I'm a damn insomniac

I'm not sleeping again, I got issues, they creeping in

But I've been finding my reasoning

Can I tell you what it's like in a day when you're starving first

Make some music, then it's off to work

I don't care about how you feel, but bitch, I'm often hurt

If you coming with me, I ain't stopping first

I just never stop

Got too much to share

See it in my eyes, and it's crystal clear

They teach us young, that this shit ain't fair

Sitting with my hands out, I'm never getting there

Anytime you try me, I got something else to share

I know somebody feels me, I've been sleeping in this chair

Hoping I've been pleading for someone to even care

I'ma reach for it, what I should've gotten

Never stop

I see you when your shit is rotten

I don't think I'm ever stopping